1. |
Music Room
05:09
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Climbing ladders up to the roof
Locked out of our music room
Those pretzels were our only food
I hardly knew you
Getting high with Bing & Ruth
No idea what this would turn into
Thought you were just passing through
I hardly knew you
Can you blame me for getting confused?
I was terrified it all was so new
Can you blame me for just telling the truth?
I fell in love with you, what I knew of you
Took you to see Mr. Jukes
Then slept until the afternoon
I thought it may still be too soon
I hardly knew you
I left right at the start of June
Hoped I wouldn’t still think of you
And though I really wanted to
I hardly knew you
Can you blame me for getting confused?
I was terrified it all was so new
Can you blame me for just telling the truth?
I fell in love with you, what I knew of you
Didn’t tell you how I wanted to
Couldn’t remember what u said you'd do
Drank until I didn’t have to choose
I had to tell you, I couldn’t keep it from you
Now look at what I’ve put you through
I made it so we all would lose
Just wish we could get back into
That music room
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2. |
Curl
03:48
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I curl up in a ball every time I ever from you
I still think about it all every time I ever hear you
What have I done, have I done, have I done to me?
You're all that I let, that I let, that I let myself see
Selfish and haunted
Just being honest
I'm selfish and haunted
Just being honest
I'm selfish and haunted
Just being honest
I'm selfish and haunted
I froze up in the fall every time you ever looked at me
I just thought about it all every time you ever looked at me
Never believed you
Never could see you
Just wanted to be who you wanted
Never believed you
Never could see you
Just wanted to be who you wanted
Selfish and haunted
Just being honest
I'm selfish and haunted
Just being honest
I'm selfish and haunted
Just being honest
I'm selfish and haunted
I'll curl up in a ball every time I ever hear from you
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3. |
Blindsided
02:47
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Why I am thinking about these things
I have no clue
What do they mean?
Oh why am I thinking about these things?
Like should I hug you when you leave?
Should I hug you when you leave?
Should I hug you when you leave here?
Like why it matters where you sleep
Like why it matters where you sleep
Like why it matters where you sleep tonight
Oh first time, blindsided
First time, blindsided
First time, blindsided
First time
Why I am thinking about these things
I have no clue
What do they mean?
Oh why am I thinking about these things?
Like when you call me up I’m weak
Like when you call me up I’m weak
Like when you call me up I’m weak
Like when you call me up I’m weak
Oh first time, blindsided
First time, blindsided
First time, blindsided
First time
Why do I think about these things?
Why do I think about these things?
Why do I think about these things?
Like you’re the only one I’d need
Like you’re the only one I’d need
Like you’re the only one I’d need
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4. |
What's Wrong
03:32
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Pull over the car I’m not doing so well
I’m gonna break down any second now
No I don’t want to talk about it
Quiet while I try calm down
What’s wrong? What’s wrong?
Tell me, it’s me your mom
What’s wrong? What’s wrong?
Fuck there it goes
I’m crying right in front of you
You’re seeing every bit of me
I don’t want to hide from you
Fuck I’m frantic
Tearing right in front of you
You’re seeing every piece
Shatter right in front of you
What’s wrong? What’s wrong?
Tell me, it’s me
Your mom
What’s wrong? What’s wrong?
I have to hold this in
You have to understand
I have to keep this in
You have to understand
I have to hold this in
You have to understand
You have to understand
I don’t like who I am right now
What’s wrong?
What’s wrong? What’s wrong?
Tell me, it’s me
Your mom
What’s wrong? What’s wrong?
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5. |
The Hardest Thing
04:46
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Turn off the lights
I can’t do this right
If you’re looking me straight in the eyes
Stay on your side
I am not prepared to hear what I think I might
You don’t feel same
You don’t see me that way
This is the hardest thing that you’ve ever had to say
Oh you don’t feel the same
I wish we never came here
This feels so much worse than I ever even feared
Oh, stay on your side
I wish you‘d just lie
Just stay on side of the room
You can’t hear me cry
Just need to get through this night
Is it better we pretend things will all be normal in the morning?
Tell me it’s alright
Assure me we’ll be just fine
That I haven’t burned this all down to ashes in here tonight
But you don’t feel same
You don’t see me that way
This is the hardest thing that you’ve ever had to say
Oh you don’t feel the same
I wish we never came here
This feels so much worse than I ever even feared
So stay on your side
Stay on your side
Just stay on your side
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6. |
Delusional
02:57
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Yes I’m stubborn, foolish, tired, dumb enough
To try to convince you
That I’m ready, that I’m fine, that I’m right
To try to convince you
That it’s time, oh this time, yes this time I won’t disappoint you
I’m doing this all for you
Oh I know that I’m so goddamn delusional
I know I’m misdirected
But I’m doing all I can to convince you
That I’m putting in the work
I’m trying all I can to convince you
That I know I made this so much harder than it had to be
I’m trying again to be a good friend
I’m doing this all for you
Oh I know that I’m so goddamn delusional
Oh oh oh
I know it
I know it
I know it
Delusional, delusional, delusional
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7. |
Hiding
02:57
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I’ll be hiding in the corner
Where you can’t see, where you can’t see me
I’ll be hiding in the corner
Where you can’t see me
I’ll be hiding in the corner
Where you can’t see, where you can’t see me
I’ll be hiding in the corner
Where you can’t see me
Don’t look around don’t look around
I’m hiding from you
Don’t look around don’t look around
I’m here but I’m begging you not to
Don’t look around don’t look around
I’m hiding from you
Don’t look around
I’m begging you
I’ll be hiding in the corner
Where you can’t see me where you can’t see me
I’ll be hiding in the corner if you need me
I’ll be hiding in the corner
Where you can’t see me, where you can’t see me
Oh I’ll be hiding in the corner but I’ll be listening
And maybe when you’re done we can walk around
Maybe when you’re done we can walk around in the alleys
And maybe when you’re done we can walk around
Maybe when you’re done we can walk around if you can trust me
Oh I’ll be waiting if you need me
But damnit I’ll be shaky
I’ll be waiting if you need me
But damnit I’ll be shaky
I’ll be waiting if you need me
But damnit I’ll be shaky
I’ll be waiting if you need me
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8. |
Mind Juggler
03:40
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You just smiled and say hi
Can’t read into this time
Can’t show it on my face
Can’t show that I’m not fine
You just smiled and said hi
I’ve rehearsed a thousand times
I can’t show it on my face
Can’t show that I’m not fine
‘Cause I’m a mind juggler
The overthinking kind
Mind juggler
Oh that look is in your eyes
But I can’t analyze this time
Can’t show it on my face
Can’t show that I’m unwinding
That look that’s in your eyes
It kills me every single time
You must see it on my face
See I’m still not fine
‘Cause I’m a mind juggler
The overthinking kind
Mind juggler
Analyze every single
Analyze that look I’ve seen a thousand times
Every single time I analyze
It’s too soft it’s not right
Every single time I analyze
Those eyes I’ve seen a thousand times
They’re too soft it’s not right
Too soft it’s not right
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9. |
R.o.y.l.
03:05
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For the rest of your life
I want you in mine
Wanna know your every partner
Wanna be there when life gets harder
Want your kids to call me uncle
Want them to come up with a rhyme for uncle
No matter where we each may end up
No matter in what cities
The truth is that i’ll need you
The truth is that you’ll need me
And I’m not afraid to tell you
Every single day that I love you
But that no carries no expectation
It’s just that I fucking love you
For the rest of your life
I want you in mine
So no more taking backwards steps
No more doing those things I’ll regret
I want you to rely on me
I want you to rely on me
I’m done making things so complicated
It’s crazy how long for that you’ve waited
But now you can rely on me
Promise you can rely on me
I’m committed to this as I’ve ever been
I’ll take that to the grave that they bury me in
Till then you can rely on me
Promise you can rely on me
For the rest of your life
I want you in mine
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10. |
Psilocybe
01:08
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11. |
Everything Else
05:46
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Screeching around with these matching blue bikes
It’s well past dark now, we forgot our lights
An overpriced bottle of sake in tow
Can’t tell you much I’ve missed this
Sitting on the steps of Maria’s park
There’s too much to say I don’t know where to start
You pass me the brown paper bag with a trusting eye
You tell me that you feel safe again
We’re not what I thought but we’re everything else
I can finally tell you the hard stuff now
And when you look right at me I will not look down
‘Cause you know you can tell me the hard stuff now
So I finally ask you bout’ your newest partner
I say sorry that I haven’t asked sooner
Tell you that I recently kissed my first boy
And that I guess I’m not scared anymore
But no, I still have absolutely no clue what I’m doing
just know that I wanna really see you
Understand you
Be around for you when you need me
‘Cause we’re not what I thought but we’re everything else
I can finally tell you the hard stuff now
And when you look right at me I will not look down
‘Cause you know you can tell me the hard stuff now
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